my inner dialogue

so ugh... tell me again... why are we watching The Bachelor again?

because... we were playing mhfu and it just happened to show on tv

yah, but couldn't we have like... umm... turn the tv off or something?

hmm... you know actually we could... but... uh... you know... the girls... you know...
plus it would get really quiet if the tv wasn't on... uh... yeah...

then couldn't we have changed the channel?

well... umm... we could.... but... uhh... the girls... you know...

ah... right... you're a perv aren't you?

...
aren't you a perv too?

can the 2 of you please shut up?
and shouldnt you be sleeping now?

shouldnt you?

ugh... go sleep lah go sleep lah

testing testing 123

this is weird

very weird

my blogger got all weird

i wonder when i can finally break this stupid lappy and somehow convince my parents to get me a new one

wah fuck

with my blogger like this i can no longer write in invisible ink
shit

psychologist

maybe i shouldn't look too much into things

i mean...
maybe he really can't go
maybe his parents are over-protective and what shit...

but that message...
damn that message
it pisses me off

come on... break sad news to me with a smile....
see what happen to you...

broken sia

first my laptop

then my msn

and now blogger

nabe

everything broken sial

the colour of the sky is the colour of sorrow

no not blue
sky
it has to be sky
if it's navy blue it's okay
if it's sky blue then it sucks

because
got reason but i dont feel like sharing that reason
she was wearing that colour when she came in
just know that the colour of the sky sucks

ugh
sure hope it rains

damn
i used to love the sky

mistaken identity

on blogs right...
actually sometimes cannot tell who is who
because ppl can use other names or something

so unless you know the name your frens use
dont anyhow assume that that person is someone you know
just because he uses a word that your fren uses

yup
well...
ugh
wat was i writing about?
oh yah

steven

damn funny
some random guy tell him he immature
he assumes its ryan
because ryan say he immature
but then i also say he immature
i say he like 8 year old... even worse
but then...
he anyhow scold the stranger
then now ryan fucked him up
so damn funny can?
let see... ah... a link

so kids
the moral of the day is
if some strange guy comments on your post
and that strange guy's name is some strange guy's name
then it is a stranger
and no one you know
and don't anyhow assume and accuse ppl
cos if you assume
make an ASS out of U and ME

G.T.F.O

leave me alone!!!
figure it out yourself lah!!!
nabe

ppl shiok shiok listen to music
disturb

ppl comboing in Rock Band
kacau

ppl sit one corner relak relak do nothing
call for no reason

nabe...
cheat my feeling...
take my iPhone...
dunno how use iTunes...
like that take my iPhone for what...
nabe...

blackmail, curry fish brains and strawberry-ginger ice-cream

so how do parents blackmail their kids?
with food...
to make me follow them go shopping or something
they say...
"eh we go eating also... at home no food what" (not the actual way parents talk)
and so... with the prospect of not eating not one of my goals...
i got lured into following them go mustafa center


and when we got there... we went to eat...
the food... seda pila hey
tak bleh angs
well so anyway...
have you ever had curry fish head?
have you ever wondered where the brains ah?
hmm... what would fish brains taste like...


and we had strawberry-ginger ice-cream...
yup
my mom was like
"eh lets try this thing" (not the actual way she talks)
so we had that strawberry-ginger ice-cream
it was nice...
unexpected actually...

there was something else that i thought about as i was bored in the car since my bro was playing the psp...
hmm...
i forgot... something to do about some girl at some event... hmm...

ditch school

and your parents say "ok"

will... ok... not really ditching... i wasn't well
i had a sore throat... uh yeah... *cough cough*
not well

i had to sleep for a total of 4 hours... like wat, 8 - 12? sad sia...
stuck at home... cannot go school... cannot meet my frens...
confirm wan scream at me for not being there

cos uh... nvm...

ugh... anyway... its relaxing getting a day off from school
weird... the break today feels different than a wednesday break...
and i managed to read up my GTO... and also made some headway into some of my new psp games

and somehow slacking around in my underwear is soooooo awesome...

better than rolling around the house

a situation

fucked up is when something for play is prioritized over something for study

fucked up is when something unnecessary is made important

fucked up is when something broken is left broken

fucked up is when you break something you shirk your responsibility for it

fucked up is when something small is made bigger than what it is supposed to be




fucked up is when what he WANTS is made more important than what i NEED

and what he WANTS is a gaming mouse when a normal mouse would suffice

and what i NEED is a new laptop for school as mine is currently fucked up thanks to him

signs

so my handphone's backlight is busted
wats that supposed to mean?

and my laptop cant start normally
wat is it trying to say?

well... from wat i can infer
i should get a new laptop and a new handphone

maybe
if my parents let me...

though i think my handphone and my laptop may be able to convince them...
maybe
i hope so