on a side note

somehow blogger has healed itself...

maybe i need to blog at about 3 for it to be fine...

hmm... shouldnt this come under the other one?

cold

cant be bothered with goodbyes
hate them
suck at them

cant be bothered saying how good things had been the last dunno how long
hate them
suck at them

cant be bothered with thank yous here
not sincere

but memories
memories i can keep
some forever
some unforgettable

i'll just let things stay as memories
memories, dreams, and imaginations

never listen to your mother ah?

your mother say buy $2 only you go buy $4...
the extras how?

i eat lo

fucked

blogger is fucked

thats all blokes

future future, now now

blogger really sucks about now...

it was fine in school though...

anyway...

i know our future is important and wat shit
but then...
the now is important too

i mean if we only keep looking far in front
we wont notice the $1 on the floor and miss the chance
if we only look for the finish line
we miss out the scenery

as important as it is to make it to the end
it is just as important to enjoy the journey

hai... i'm hungry....

save the cheerleader, save the world

one action can make a big difference
if you all got watch Heroes, then you know that saving the cheerleader will stop the big bad guy from being unkillable... ok that was season 1...

also, from multiple movies/videos/stories/mangas, the future can be changed by what we do now. from being hit by a car and preventing your parents from meeting to stepping on a butterfly, these actions can mean changes. maybe big, maybe small, but things will change. it may not be instant, but there will be change. oh yes, there will be change...

so fine, blow people off now... then you blow them off again maybe 2 days from now... blow us off when the person we need is you... blow us off for when we want to relaks together and go fulfill your desire to TRY to do well... go ahead...

if 2 - 3 years from now we're not there, you don't need to think so hard... you don't need to wonder why we're not there...

it all started with that one decision. that one decision to not want to be with us. that one reason, that one excuse.

that one thing.

recent irritations

hmm...

no actor, no movie

no main character, no story

no hero, no sidekick

no bread, no sandwich

no fruit, no juice


eh wan...
you understand not?

back to the place where it all began

hmm... i seem have a lot of things on my mind right now...
but i'm in class so i have to step pay attention... i think i'm failing at that...
man... i'm not even supposed to be here now lah...

and the sub faci apparently knows i'm not paying attention...

well i guess a lot of things have been happening and i think i need to let it out...

friday: ryan bday... go seoul eat... seoul garden lah
saturday: nothing of particular interest to be said... digestion of seoul garden food
sunday: home slack day... thorough removal of seoul garden food... guess how
monday: cousin bday party... at THAT place... where i met swimming pool girl
my bro and my cus remembers her too...

ah... now i know whats on my mind... why can't i stop thinking about her...
dammit

ciaossu

fiq understands now

fiq understands why girls take such a long long long long time to get ready for something...
yup

fiq used to think it was just the make-up... boy was he wrong
they need to wear mask lah
wait 20 minutes like that
then exfoliate lah (whatever that is)
then put on cream lah
then this then that lah
wah
tiring seh...

fiq do also macam like bleh...
kerana my skin not exactly the best optimum skin uhh...
got pimples and stuff...
i also had to do the above stated thingys...
but then fun leh... zzzz
wat is happening to gue?
ah who cares wat i do now...

but by the time my skin clears...
i will be beautiful...
uhh... i mean handsome... right... handsome...

oh
P.S.
headphones are for personal listening. that means only you should be the one hearing the sounds from it. if it is loud and other people hear it, or you hum, okay. if you use then sing and shit, better off using speakers so that the speaker sound can override your sumbang voice

ditch school

and get caught...

damn i suck

i should probably have taken my bag lappy and stuff then hide in the cupboard...

sad...

kill me

just kill me

before i die of boredom