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2010-07-23T15:06:00.001+08:00

it's a good thing i killed it

2010-07-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

because now, i don't think anyone would actually come here and read it... that's good... that's good...

oh how i wish i have that blood rose wallpaper again... meh...
a sec 2 episode huh? never thought i'll have another one of those...

heh... i guess it was all a facade i put up?
i guess i know... i just didnt know it... or maybe you dont actually forget... more like you choose not to remember...

but oh... it felt good...

Myahahahahaha!

2010-04-15T01:07:00.001+08:00

Ok i cant believe i only noticed it now...

Oh there are so many things that we can do to him right now...

Run Devil Run

2010-03-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

what with the title?

WELL IT'S BEEN FUN...

SEE YA!

what the?

2010-02-27T20:05:00.001+08:00

why did i write that?

I should have said this...

2010-02-16T09:45:00.005+08:00

she gives of a cute innocent vibe
her voice is cute
her delayed reactions are cute
the way she laughs is cute
she is dorky... that makes her cute
she is cute

and that is how i could... should have answered that question

new

2010-01-31T19:06:00.002+08:00

i'm getting lazy....
this thing should die!

DIE!

fics are better....

another update

2010-01-30T10:36:00.001+08:00

this is another update

T^T

this is an update

2010-01-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

yup... this is an update...

^.^

oh!

2010-01-25T16:51:00.003+08:00

its out!
the teaser out
the full song out!
the MV not yet out.... T-T

2 more days to oh! MV
3 more days to oh! album release
3 more days to convince wan or my brother to get it for me

now to none snsd related news...
hmm... i'm thinking of blogging about the nagas...
naga naga!
when are you going to fruit...

i feel like putting the yt vid with the song
oh! oh oh! oh oh!

it's here it's here!

2010-01-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

the teaser is here!

wheeeeeeee
wheeeeeeeeeee
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok my inner fangirl is spazzing right now...

and p.s
sones crashed naver

wah mother~

2010-01-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

ok....
i think...
i'm not going to put any music player on my blog...

why?
because...
i went spying... yup....
and i had my pink headphones on and my lappy was on full blast
so as i was spying... and reading that post...
a song was played... by that blog's music player

the song was brick by boring brick by paramore
and so my pink headphones were on and the lappy was blasting full due to my sassy girl, the original Korean version which i was watching

and POW! the starting guitar intro almost killed my eardrums...

oh well... back to my sassy girl
and writing my novel...
ugh... writers block... at least later i can have some time to think...

i hate

2010-01-20T08:58:00.001+08:00

my short attention span...
ok...
that was a weird thing to do...

hmm...i wonder if there is a new vid up...
lets go check

hmm there's one...
ok lets go see

story story story

2010-01-14T12:55:00.003+08:00

*naengmyun playing in the background*

writing a story writing a story
with marf at the library
writing a story writing a story
and i think the chapter is going to be done soon...

maybe...

writing a story writing a story
so should it be her or the main character who ate it?
lets make her eat it...

but they are both girls so...
which her?

ok this is getting

2010-01-08T19:25:00.002+08:00

retarded...

i mean c'mon!
what is wrong with you connection?

cannot go wiki
cannot see tagbox
cannot go soshified...
go facebook wait fuck long

you suck connection....
you suck...

preoccupied

2010-01-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

so i havent been here for a while...

i blame snsd for this...
no actually i blame their fans for setting up that website...

and i blame my overactive imagination for coming up with that story
now i need to continue coming up with new chapters...

but then i'm not complaining... that much... i guess...
writing is fun
and that website is cool too

impression

2010-01-04T23:54:00.003+08:00

You can't do this to me!

I'll die of boredom at night~ AH! Like seriously!

wait i should be studying and yet i'm here writing?
ah chincha... i can study later at 1+
when you've got some nice ideas, gotta let it flow yo

300 x 70% = ? (lazy to work out the answer)

BOO!!!

2010-01-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

BOOO!!!
BOOOO!!!
BOOOOO!!!
BOOOOOO!!!
SCHOOL
BOOOOOO!!!
BOOOOO!!!
BOOOO!!!
BOOO!!

ok now to work on that story... which deserves a yay... i guess

i look awesome in camo

2010-01-03T10:40:00.004+08:00

well my uncle is going to move soon
and my dad, being the awesome brother that he is, decided to help with some packing
and me, being the awesome nephew that i am, decided to follow my dad to help as well

but then, me being the awesome mamang and cousin that i am, ended up having to take care of my 3 year old niece and my 6 year old cousin...
and i end up getting bullied by them...
which is a bit sad...... T^T

well... at least i got a few pieces of cool looking clothes my uncle decided to give away...
oh my bro got some too

lets see...
i got about 3 shirts
umm yah... that's it?
well anyways... the amajjing item was my uncle's army pants...
i didn't know army pants can be so comfortable yo
ok its a lot big but once its altered, i'm gonna have my self some nice pair camo shorts... which i know i look awesome in...
i tried on his army shirt... it was slightly small... but i looked awesome in it anyway...
yay for hand-me-downs!

ok i've got an idea cooking in my head for something... but it's still slightly raw... i think i need to keep it in the oven a bit more... or maybe write it down first...

duh i'l be awake at this time...

2010-01-02T02:11:00.001+08:00

wan... i'm telling this to you as a fren...

the next time you see me... run...

thx for the laughs?

2010-01-01T21:27:00.005+08:00

ok haha funny guys
ok seriously thx for "trying" to cheer me up like that after you guys ditched me but...

I SWEAR IF ANY OF YOU TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT SNSD AGAIN...
WELL.... JUST WATCH OUT

WAN YOU ESPECIALLY!

TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT YOONA AND TIFFANY AGAIN AND I SWEAR THAT DAY WILL BE THE FIRST DAY YOU REACH FALSETTO AND THE LAST DAY YOUR BODY CAN PRODUCE TESTOSTERONE!

and Bob... kau extra eh... but yes... YOONA FTW!
ugh... not sure to be pissed or happy...

OK I'M PISSED

on a lighter note... i reallly wont mind cooking for yoona...
ugh... big letters make my eyes hurt...

at night

2010-01-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

there's nothing to do at night yo...
being a vampire means that my sleepless nights make me bored...
but i can't sleep easily
and have troubles getting into dreamland
where i can go on a dream date
with yoona...

haiz... a dream date with yoona... that will be amajjing yo....

ughh.... seriously need to stop fangirl-ing...

just break the limit

2009-12-30T02:07:00.003+08:00

ok so i had this convo with my fren
it started snsd/dota related (dont ask how)
but then it became something about me being a vampire

this is because i tend to stay up late....
its 2+ now but to me, it feels like it is only 12...
and i tend to sleep at like 4 around there...

i blame youtube for this
there shouldnt have been too many snsd related vids there...

its the time of the antis

2009-12-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

he won
she didn't

accept it and shut up

heh... i should probably follow my own words
antis will always be antis
so i should just accept it, shut up and not care right?

wrong!
that's because i'm a dick!
so there

oh...
and because...
those facebook groups are lame
yup...
because fb groups can totally change the results
because joining an fb group and complaining is so mature
because having more members than your rival group means you're the better group
because protesting and complaining on the internet works
because being racist on the internet can only lead to good things

hmm... i'm such a hypocrite...
anti-ing antis means you're an anti

i complain on my blog and...
ok i thought i had more in common with the fb group ppl but...
i don't

i'm immature
but i will stay this way forever
till the day i die
i promise i wont change

-Grow Up By Simple Plan

holy shit its 5+ yo

2009-12-27T05:21:00.005+08:00

when did i start talking like this yo?

ah who knows yo...

and this post is just to say that it's 5+?
like such a waste of internet power yo... <- no idea what internet power is yo... like waste of space but...

ah who cares yo...

time to watch my favorite youtube vid yo...
here it is yo...

man... wish i was that manager yo...

right click save image as... spree

2009-12-26T03:47:00.001+08:00

yup...

gonna go get more...

the best thing to do in dreamland

2009-12-25T16:07:00.005+08:00

is to go on a date with fany

snsd's fany
if you dont know who snsd is then screw you... not gonna tell

and the best thing to do in that dream date is...

to play bowling... or was it pool...
i think it was a combo of pool and bowling
ok the bowling ball was all white and the "pins" were all balls so...

ne.... why did i have to wake up?
oh yah... i smelled garlic bread...

ore-sama is back

2009-12-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

from his holiday trip
yesterday
but was too lazy and tired and shit

uhhhh...
wat was ore-sama gonna write about?

something something something SoShi love something something something

uhh... ore-sama is bored

ore-sama needs more SoShi stuff...

its not working out

2009-12-16T02:45:00.002+08:00

reading a dark-ish mature seinen manga while listening to etude by snsd

dark + happy = ???

seriousleh not the right song to listen to when reading something dark
maybe some MCR would have been better

hoh? i think my hp is psychic
its on shuffle and the song just.... shuffled
next song after etude is i dont love you by MCR

awrighte
back to abara <- the manga

thank god for the black straps

2009-12-14T19:05:00.004+08:00

so today my parents ruined my perfect holiday plans
well i planned to give my fren wan a visit at school
since he still has class
and when i was eating with him and some of his frens, one of which i had/still have a crush on
and as i was silently enjoying my food,
my mum called saying i should go to JP and blah blah blah for some reason unknown to me at the time and is still unknown to me now
her cousin from malaysia was there
and seriousleh, why i had to show my face i dont know

so i reached JP
and went into the restaurant
but i didnt eat since i already ate

then they went shopping
and then they went to the science center
and snow city
and then the body world exhibit

and where was i during the above mentioned activities?
outside
waiting
why?
i was bored, the places are boring
bored + boring = still boring

if it was not for that girl with the wet t-shirt playing at the water place at science center and showing off her black bra, it would have been a really really really sad day

YA-HA!

2009-12-10T21:48:00.004+08:00

IT'S THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS!!!

TIME TO FUCKING ENJOY!!!

3 FUCKING WEEKS OF SCHOOL BREAK!!!

YA-HA!

woops... i got a bit excited there...

ugh... i'm bored

2009-12-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

i wanna play my Devil May Cry 4!!!!

And my COD: Modern Warfare 2!!!!

And i think I need to come up with like $88+ for my XBox Live GOLD or no more online COD for me...

sitting here all by myself just trying to waste time so that it is McValue lunch time so that I can go make and eat a McGangBang... man this is long

2009-11-26T11:54:00.003+08:00

well marf showed me this vid about a McGangBang...
and then i got hungry...
this was the vid

and it is almost McValue lunch time
and now i'm gonna go make that McGangBang

fone and fall

2009-11-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

yay!!! new handphone!!!
sweetdiculious dood!!!

NOOOOO!!!!!
PHONEBOOK!!!!!
NOOOO!!!!!
DELETED!!!!!
NOOOO!!!!!
stupid freak accident
somehow delete my phonebook...

and now i have a sweet new temporary tattoo
courtesy of falling
when i run to take care of my nephew...

damn
my psp capabilities will be affected by this...

the tattoo looks shibui though...

that time of week

2009-11-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

yup...

its that time of week again...

the time where i debate with myself
should i keep my mental health or my grade?
my grade or my mental health

you know if my grade goes bad, i make up for it with my other grades
if my mental health goes...
well...
the jolly green wagon to coocooland

and how bad can my grade get anyway?
lets see...
BCXCXX
....................................................................................................................................................
........................................its gonna go bad...

and then........................
somehow i can't seem to care much about the grade................

oh right!
letter............
hmm........

ghost student...
show my face then leave....

someone lend me a screwdriver

2009-11-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

so i can go screw myself

huh.... when was the last time i used this line?

oh shit i'm having an emo episode again....

dammit.... shouldn't have walked there this morning...

Nasi Goreng Tomato Ala Fiq

2009-11-09T20:23:00.006+08:00

Ingredients

1 small tomato, diced
2 eggs, beaten
2 plates rice
1 tablespoon oil
1 tablespoon oyster sauce
soy sauce, according to taste
chili padi, according to taste

serves 2

Steps

1. Heat oil and saute chili padi. Add tomatoes and fry until tomatoes are slightly firmer looking and crispy. Firmer looking because I didn't actually touch the tomatoes in the pan to feel if they are firmer because that would just be dumb.

2. Add the oyster sauce and a bit of soy sauce. Fry until the tomatoes are evenly covered by the sauce. Add half of the egg and fry until the egg scrambled style. The tomato egg combo will look like vomit until the egg is fully cooked.

3. Add rice and stir until even. It should have an even brown colour due to the sauces. Make a well in the middle of the rice and fry the remaining egg scrambled style. Mix it all up together until it looks nice and even. Heat and then it is ready to be served.

OK!

So there is my recipe for Nasi Goreng Tomato Ala Fiq. My critic, my bro who is damn hungry at the time, says it was damn nice. And I am blogging about this because I got bored. And because my fren wanted to try it but my bro finished it all up...

So if someone actually finds this recipe because they are searching for recipes and ends up here... Then whoa! cool! but this is really just some random recipe I made up because I wanted to cook nasi goreng and there was nothing else to add into the nasi goreng except tomatoes.

so there...

but it was really damn delicious even if i do say so myself...
damn this post looks like a cook book...
missing the pics though...

3.5 days week

2009-11-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

yup...
thats how many days there are
in a week

3.5... only...
maybe sometimes it may be 3.25...
maybe

the lesser the better i guess...

hey as long as it stays at 3.5 there maybe...
should be okay...

18 and sons of bitches

2009-11-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

heh...

my aura sensing ability
and my gut was right on
i had those uneasy feelings for a reason

THOSE SONS OF BITCHES

how dare they do that

mocking the less-abled
for their less-abledness

that's fucked up...
you bastards

ok fine...
i admit
i make fun of steven

because he is clumsy
because of the way he eats
because of the way he acts
because of his ero pedo nature

not because he needs a hearing aid

i'm not an insensitive bastard

not like you sons of bitches

sucking sucks part 2

2009-11-01T16:37:00.002+08:00

so say you are new
and you dont know what the hell is going on
and then you play
but you are not playing it right
what should the other "pro" players do?

give condescending statements?
leave a sarcastic remark or two?
"subtly" insult the newcomer?

no
they should help the newcomer
teach some basics
give advice
and if the newcomer is still not sure
kindly show and/or teach the newcomer the proper way

you know
i think those guys are narrow-minded
they think just because they know how to play
they are better than the new players
with their fucked up attitudes
no new players will want to play with them
and in the end
no one will play it
and then the game will die out

sure hope that happens

sucking sucks

2009-10-31T18:55:00.004+08:00

haizzzz

so if you're not good at playing a game
what do you do?
you practice
right?

ok

then the game is a team game
so you need a team to play
and then because you suck at the game
the team ends up losing

then the team tells you to leave
so you cannot play
since you cannot play
you cannot practice
since you cannot practice
you end up sucking... more

so who's fault is it that you end up sucking?
actually it's yours since you suck
but who's fault is it you cannot get better?
the team

so all you fucks out there who say someone sucks and not let them do anything or want nothing to do with them
screw you hippies

so if the game ends up with a lot of people who do not know how to play
screw you hippies

and one more thing
screw you hippies

and i dont know why you guys are hippies but...
screw you hippies

PnT = AMaths

2009-10-29T09:33:00.002+08:00

except there is no vlee to torture me now...

but the concept is the same
you hate the subject somehow, you dont want to come...
you dont want to know whats happening...
you dont care if you fail...

i should have left when the faci said no sweets in the lab...
now i got no reward for actually being here

although for AMaths i can say it was self-inflicted, the hatred for it
but then for PnT...
THEY made me feel it...

its not i know because of psychology...
common sense...
can see...
can tell...
and i can sense...

heh... aura detection eh?

i trust my gut and i trust my instincts...
and my gut says i wont be happy here...
and i instinctively want to get out of here...

them again

2009-10-26T22:01:00.001+08:00

somehow both of them
no longer affect me...

still missing that shiny smiley drug though...

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

2009-10-23T20:31:00.005+08:00

i fucking hate it

i fucking hate being alone
always alone

i fucking hate the way there is never anyone at home
i hate it that it is always me here alone with nothing to do
i fucking hate the fact that have to fucking do this
i hate the way i am always left here alone
i fucking hate this empty feeling

is it gonna be like in Sec 2 again...
when i was at the peak of my emo-ness...
am i gonna use a paperclip again?
am i gonna carve on the table again?
what about the pencil... oh wait... the pencil was art...
am i gonna draw those stupid pictures again?

NO
I wont...
at this point marf asked me who gave me the smile drug and wan asked me to kill zombie monsters with him
not again...
never again...

and never again
and never again
they gave us 2 shots to the back of the head
and we're all
dead
now
-MCR
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
(zombie monsters said that)

dang thats emo...
ok i think this will be better

Whoa Oh!
We'll leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
If misery loves company
Well, so long, you'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
-Simple Plan
When I'm Gone

thats better...
so long emo days
i guess it pays to have kaypo friends huh...
oh... i almost failed my fresh start...
and now to a fresh restart

chill in freezer for a day

2009-10-22T18:03:00.005+08:00

haaaaaah.....

i feel so calm now...

it was a good idea to X today
it gave me time to cool down...
organize my thoughts....
clear my brain....
plus, i dont need to get pissed off over nothing...

the feeling still there though...
but i think i should just let it stay...
i think it can be classified as a sad feeling?... maybe.... like longing for something...
.........................but then feeling this feeling makes me...................................
smile.... ^-^

its like just having the feeling tells me something....
like... just the feeling is enough...
a precious feeling i wont want to lose

every friday then...
lets make it a habit...
just go... slack there... find a place to sit and just.... forget...
if it relaxes me... why not right? nothing wrong with wanting to relax right?

although getting the shiny smiley drug will be the best...
i guess i'm doing it in hopes of getting the drug then...

them

2009-10-22T01:44:00.009+08:00

haizzzz.....

ore-sama feels so lost and emo now...

I WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN!!!

ore-sama doesnt care if anyone sees this
thats why he blogged about it....

I WANT TO SEE HER REVITALIZING SMILE AGAIN!!!

I WANT TO SING THAT NANA AND ACHIK SONG WITH HER!!!

I WANT TO CHANGE THE LYRICS SO THAT IT CAN FIT US!!!

whoa... i almost wrote something i dont think i want anyone else to see... especially wan...
and that thing is the modified lyrics

i dont care about the fairest princess anymore
i can heck care about my charismatic friend
i wont mind if the haze clouding my mind disappears

I JUST WANT TO SEE MY BELOVED NINJA GIRL AGAIN!!!

if only i had the balls at that time....
if only they didnt already have someone else in mind then...
if only i had my chance...
if only...

haizzz... if only only i can say...
like that helps in any way

and somehow my iTunes is smart and shuffling into emo-ish slow sad songs so far...

and now...
lets go look for that Nana and Achik song...

zzzzzztttttt.... CLEAR!!! KAZAP!

2009-10-20T19:47:00.015+08:00

Tifa used Phoenix Down
Cloud has revived

____________^-^---<--shiny smile

Fiq has been revived!!!
No seriously... Ore-sama has been revived by a shiny smile...

And this blog has also been revived after being deleted and in a comatose state for 2 days?.... maybe

YAY FOR PHOENIX DOWNS!!!

oh... good things have been happening today...
this is another one of them

uhhh

2009-10-01T09:50:00.003+08:00

so after ore-sama appears after such a loooooooong time...
he disappears again...

zzzzz to ore-sama

ore-sama is bored....

there's nothing to do in a blog except write and write and write....
its not easy for ore-sama to get inspiration on what to write everyday....
no actually ore-sama is lazy to get inspiration...
so ore-sama just waits for it to come

.........oh?

that was weird...
is it just ore-sama or was that a tremor?

oh!
i forgot....
happy kids day you immature brats

ahem...

2009-09-18T01:56:00.005+08:00

ORE-SAMA IS BACK!!!!!

i guesss after about a month of absence... seeing my blog again seems like seeing an old fren
somehow i just...

UWAH! sorry blog... sorry... ore-sama should have come visit sometimes huh?

i just never had anything to say or anything worth writing about...
ugh... worthless... this worthless ore-sama should just go sit in a corner...

dammit... depressed... die...

but then this worthless ore-sama didn't visit his other frens' blogs too...
worthless worthless ore-sama... he doesn't deserve the ore-sama title

dammit... depressed... die...

and the first thing ore-sama did after visiting his oldest most trusted aniki's blog is to find THAT link and visit THAT blog...

dammit... depressed... die...

you can cry all you want to i don't
care how much
you invest yourself in me

AH... MCR

stupid strawberries....
got this ore-sama depressed...

on a side note

2009-08-30T02:43:00.001+08:00

somehow blogger has healed itself...

maybe i need to blog at about 3 for it to be fine...

hmm... shouldnt this come under the other one?

cold

2009-08-30T02:40:00.002+08:00

cant be bothered with goodbyes
hate them
suck at them

cant be bothered saying how good things had been the last dunno how long
hate them
suck at them

cant be bothered with thank yous here
not sincere

but memories
memories i can keep
some forever
some unforgettable

i'll just let things stay as memories
memories, dreams, and imaginations

never listen to your mother ah?

2009-08-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

your mother say buy $2 only you go buy $4...
the extras how?

i eat lo

fucked

2009-08-18T23:29:00.001+08:00

blogger is fucked

thats all blokes

future future, now now

2009-08-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

blogger really sucks about now...

it was fine in school though...

anyway...

i know our future is important and wat shit
but then...
the now is important too

i mean if we only keep looking far in front
we wont notice the $1 on the floor and miss the chance
if we only look for the finish line
we miss out the scenery

as important as it is to make it to the end
it is just as important to enjoy the journey

hai... i'm hungry....

save the cheerleader, save the world

2009-08-17T11:40:00.004+08:00

one action can make a big difference
if you all got watch Heroes, then you know that saving the cheerleader will stop the big bad guy from being unkillable... ok that was season 1...

also, from multiple movies/videos/stories/mangas, the future can be changed by what we do now. from being hit by a car and preventing your parents from meeting to stepping on a butterfly, these actions can mean changes. maybe big, maybe small, but things will change. it may not be instant, but there will be change. oh yes, there will be change...

so fine, blow people off now... then you blow them off again maybe 2 days from now... blow us off when the person we need is you... blow us off for when we want to relaks together and go fulfill your desire to TRY to do well... go ahead...

if 2 - 3 years from now we're not there, you don't need to think so hard... you don't need to wonder why we're not there...

it all started with that one decision. that one decision to not want to be with us. that one reason, that one excuse.

that one thing.

recent irritations

2009-08-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

hmm...

no actor, no movie

no main character, no story

no hero, no sidekick

no bread, no sandwich

no fruit, no juice

eh wan...
you understand not?

back to the place where it all began

2009-08-11T14:38:00.002+08:00

hmm... i seem have a lot of things on my mind right now...
but i'm in class so i have to step pay attention... i think i'm failing at that...
man... i'm not even supposed to be here now lah...

and the sub faci apparently knows i'm not paying attention...

well i guess a lot of things have been happening and i think i need to let it out...

friday: ryan bday... go seoul eat... seoul garden lah
saturday: nothing of particular interest to be said... digestion of seoul garden food
sunday: home slack day... thorough removal of seoul garden food... guess how
monday: cousin bday party... at THAT place... where i met swimming pool girl
my bro and my cus remembers her too...

ah... now i know whats on my mind... why can't i stop thinking about her...
dammit

ciaossu

fiq understands now

2009-08-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

fiq understands why girls take such a long long long long time to get ready for something...
yup

fiq used to think it was just the make-up... boy was he wrong
they need to wear mask lah
wait 20 minutes like that
then exfoliate lah (whatever that is)
then put on cream lah
then this then that lah
wah
tiring seh...

fiq do also macam like bleh...
kerana my skin not exactly the best optimum skin uhh...
got pimples and stuff...
i also had to do the above stated thingys...
but then fun leh... zzzz
wat is happening to gue?
ah who cares wat i do now...

but by the time my skin clears...
i will be beautiful...
uhh... i mean handsome... right... handsome...

oh
P.S.
headphones are for personal listening. that means only you should be the one hearing the sounds from it. if it is loud and other people hear it, or you hum, okay. if you use then sing and shit, better off using speakers so that the speaker sound can override your sumbang voice

ditch school

2009-08-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

and get caught...

damn i suck

i should probably have taken my bag lappy and stuff then hide in the cupboard...

sad...

kill me

2009-08-03T11:53:00.001+08:00

just kill me

before i die of boredom

my inner dialogue

2009-07-30T00:32:00.003+08:00

so ugh... tell me again... why are we watching The Bachelor again?

because... we were playing mhfu and it just happened to show on tv

yah, but couldn't we have like... umm... turn the tv off or something?

hmm... you know actually we could... but... uh... you know... the girls... you know...
plus it would get really quiet if the tv wasn't on... uh... yeah...

then couldn't we have changed the channel?

well... umm... we could.... but... uhh... the girls... you know...

ah... right... you're a perv aren't you?

...
aren't you a perv too?

can the 2 of you please shut up?
and shouldnt you be sleeping now?

shouldnt you?

ugh... go sleep lah go sleep lah

testing testing 123

2009-07-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

this is weird

very weird

my blogger got all weird

i wonder when i can finally break this stupid lappy and somehow convince my parents to get me a new one

wah fuck

with my blogger like this i can no longer write in invisible ink
shit

psychologist

2009-07-24T11:03:00.002+08:00

maybe i shouldn't look too much into things

i mean...
maybe he really can't go
maybe his parents are over-protective and what shit...

but that message...
damn that message
it pisses me off

come on... break sad news to me with a smile....
see what happen to you...

broken sia

2009-07-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

first my laptop

then my msn

and now blogger

nabe

everything broken sial

the colour of the sky is the colour of sorrow

2009-07-19T21:59:00.004+08:00

no not blue
sky
it has to be sky
if it's navy blue it's okay
if it's sky blue then it sucks

because
got reason but i dont feel like sharing that reason
she was wearing that colour when she came in
just know that the colour of the sky sucks

ugh
sure hope it rains

damn
i used to love the sky

mistaken identity

2009-07-17T11:10:00.003+08:00

on blogs right...
actually sometimes cannot tell who is who
because ppl can use other names or something

so unless you know the name your frens use
dont anyhow assume that that person is someone you know
just because he uses a word that your fren uses

yup
well...
ugh
wat was i writing about?
oh yah

steven

damn funny
some random guy tell him he immature
he assumes its ryan
because ryan say he immature
but then i also say he immature
i say he like 8 year old... even worse
but then...
he anyhow scold the stranger
then now ryan fucked him up
so damn funny can?
let see... ah... a link

so kids
the moral of the day is
if some strange guy comments on your post
and that strange guy's name is some strange guy's name
then it is a stranger
and no one you know
and don't anyhow assume and accuse ppl
cos if you assume
make an ASS out of U and ME

G.T.F.O

2009-07-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

leave me alone!!!
figure it out yourself lah!!!
nabe

ppl shiok shiok listen to music
disturb

ppl comboing in Rock Band
kacau

ppl sit one corner relak relak do nothing
call for no reason

nabe...
cheat my feeling...
take my iPhone...
dunno how use iTunes...
like that take my iPhone for what...
nabe...

blackmail, curry fish brains and strawberry-ginger ice-cream

2009-07-12T21:58:00.004+08:00

so how do parents blackmail their kids?
with food...
to make me follow them go shopping or something
they say...
"eh we go eating also... at home no food what" (not the actual way parents talk)
and so... with the prospect of not eating not one of my goals...
i got lured into following them go mustafa center

and when we got there... we went to eat...
the food... seda pila hey
tak bleh angs
well so anyway...
have you ever had curry fish head?
have you ever wondered where the brains ah?
hmm... what would fish brains taste like...

and we had strawberry-ginger ice-cream...
yup
my mom was like
"eh lets try this thing" (not the actual way she talks)
so we had that strawberry-ginger ice-cream
it was nice...
unexpected actually...

there was something else that i thought about as i was bored in the car since my bro was playing the psp...
hmm...
i forgot... something to do about some girl at some event... hmm...

ditch school

2009-07-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

and your parents say "ok"

will... ok... not really ditching... i wasn't well
i had a sore throat... uh yeah... *cough cough*
not well

i had to sleep for a total of 4 hours... like wat, 8 - 12? sad sia...
stuck at home... cannot go school... cannot meet my frens...
confirm wan scream at me for not being there

cos uh... nvm...

ugh... anyway... its relaxing getting a day off from school
weird... the break today feels different than a wednesday break...
and i managed to read up my GTO... and also made some headway into some of my new psp games

and somehow slacking around in my underwear is soooooo awesome...

better than rolling around the house

a situation

2009-07-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

fucked up is when something for play is prioritized over something for study

fucked up is when something unnecessary is made important

fucked up is when something broken is left broken

fucked up is when you break something you shirk your responsibility for it

fucked up is when something small is made bigger than what it is supposed to be

fucked up is when what he WANTS is made more important than what i NEED

and what he WANTS is a gaming mouse when a normal mouse would suffice

and what i NEED is a new laptop for school as mine is currently fucked up thanks to him

signs

2009-07-02T21:24:00.004+08:00

so my handphone's backlight is busted
wats that supposed to mean?

and my laptop cant start normally
wat is it trying to say?

well... from wat i can infer
i should get a new laptop and a new handphone

maybe
if my parents let me...

though i think my handphone and my laptop may be able to convince them...
maybe
i hope so

we are dead

2009-06-26T18:56:00.004+08:00

we can't believe we are turning out like him... no them...
oh man... what has become of us?

how can we live if we feel like this?
right after we found out about it, all we can think about is that thing
and we can't believe we went there...

omg... what is happening to us?

at least we did not stay there long
we sure hope there is hope for us to not become like them...

and never again
and never again
they gave us two shots to the back of the head
and we're all
dead
now

-MCR
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living

my fren is a stalker

2009-06-24T16:51:00.001+08:00

eh no wait...

my frens are stalkers...

yup

no i can't

2009-06-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

i cant do it

not to him

i mean...

what if she sees it?

wont he be ashamed?

wont she be freaked out?

then he will lose his chance with her
well... i am not really sure how good his chances were
so i just cant do it

well...

i am just too kind

with my windows media player broken
i cant actually do much with the vid
so if ppl are okay with a sideways view...
meh
maybe

remnants

2009-06-22T07:44:00.001+08:00

whenever i think its gone,

it come backs...

dammit

stupid headache

acts of randomness

2009-06-17T02:27:00.003+08:00

ya-ha!

randomness is great

yup

like randomly posting vids

this is so far the nicest korean song i ever heard

uh yah

and here i find myself addicted to korean girls

again

oh

a random info

marf likes the one in the yellow skinnies

gee gee

the first day of school after holidays

2009-06-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

suck

ppl still want holidays

ah well

it can only get better

i think

sick

2009-06-11T14:07:00.003+08:00

ah... the bored-out-of-my-mind-no-idea-for-new-posts syndrome is back

wait, if this post is up does that mean the syndrome has passed?

eh no... it just means that i now have the bored-out-of-my-mind syndrome

zzzz

sian

school day

2009-06-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

well i went to school with marf and wan today

to do some PP

somehow at home will never get the mood

but school gives you the... umm... inspiration to do work... uh... yeah.... *cough* BULLSHIT *cough*

but school library internet sucks... nabe never let me play online game... knn

anyhow kick people... nabe... ppl shiok shiok on a roll do PP you kick... knn

so after that wan wants to buy a wristband

so we follow him go Lorong 77 so he can buy the wristband

but nabe he shop like girl sia

one wristband take like 10 minutes like that i think

first see the blue one, then see the brown one, then see other design, then back to blue one...

in the end never buy.... zzzz

ok. lets continue PP. WHEEE!!!!1

siao

some helper guy

2009-06-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

ok so so far i feel like some sort of consultant or something

a bit

i wont say i am a good consultant

but it just feels like some people look to me for advice?

hmm

let me try to recount...

helping W break off with R and then consoling him

apparently to

giving L advice that day about his bitch xgf

giving advice to S on how to get Y? this one weirdest. i dont understand why

oh

there was that one time in sec 3 also. my fren the bf talk to me about my fren, his gf

hmmm

maybe i look like some psychologist or something

hmmm

wont that be cool

holiday update

2009-06-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

almost one week of holiday gone

as usual, unproductive, even with the guitar practice/learning/something

should probably start PP

yah

should do that structured productive procrastination thingy that i think i saw on Nickelodeon

yup

i probably should

probably

genius

2009-06-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

a genius can learn things by himself

a genius can take 2 weeks to master playing guitar

a genius can memorize chords in 2 days

a genius can know what chord is played using his hearing

a genius can detect mistakes just by listening

a genius needs no teacher

a genius i am not

all i need

2009-06-01T11:17:00.001+08:00

is cookies

nothing is sweeter to an 18 year old then cookies

chocolate chip cookies, milk and a psp

that is all i need

yup cookies

oh

unpublished post

2009-05-30T18:12:00.002+08:00

it will remain unpublished

i dont know how to write it

i'm not sure how to say it

but one thing i know

it will be told

oh yes

it will be told

wait wait wat?

2009-05-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

no!

really?

wow...

ouch

no more sugar for you...

che

2009-05-29T00:43:00.003+08:00

dont you sometimes wish you can take something back?

to get another chance?

or to get a second chance on that second chance?

che

2 years

2 more years

dammit

and dont you hate it sometimes when an innocent comment gets taken the wrong way?

sometimes its not easy to pick up that innocence though...

meh

nothing a headlock cant handle

happy bday dad

2009-05-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

uh yah ok

i forgot it was my dad's birthday today....

i thought it was tomorrow...
zzzzzz

anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!

uh ok

hope this is posted before 12 mn....

it will suck if this was late...

STOP PROCRASTINATING FIQ!!!!

lucky your RJ on time...

mome

2009-05-27T08:22:00.001+08:00

what kind of mother doesn't let you study for a test? ok i didn't say there was a test but still...

what kind of mother tells you to stop talking to your frens on msn or skype because she wants to use the laptop?

what kind of mother tells you to stop studying so that she can play bejeweled blitz?

what kind of mother makes you stay up till 1 am before the day of a test?

what kind of mother lets you study for only about 10 minutes before a test?

what kind of mother doesn't let you claim what is rightfully yours?

well... my mother anyway...

maybe that's why i didn't bother to do anything for her on mother's day...

like she was even there then...

happy bday

2009-05-25T20:15:00.003+08:00

hmm....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAFIQAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEO

aiseh leo... run home so fast... cannot eat cake... ah... hmm...

cake nice.... *drools*

cake cake cake cake... cake can give you sugar rush! yah yah yah yah yah

hmm... i want more cake....

another one

2009-05-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

hmm... third one liao...

i should seriously stop deleting my old blogs

and then make a new one one day

i hope this one stays...