haaaaaah.....
i feel so calm now...
it was a good idea to X today
it gave me time to cool down...
organize my thoughts....
clear my brain....
plus, i dont need to get pissed off over nothing...
the feeling still there though...
but i think i should just let it stay...
i think it can be classified as a sad feeling?... maybe.... like longing for something...
.........................but then feeling this feeling makes me...................................
smile.... ^-^
its like just having the feeling tells me something....
like... just the feeling is enough...
a precious feeling i wont want to lose
every friday then...
lets make it a habit...
just go... slack there... find a place to sit and just.... forget...
if it relaxes me... why not right? nothing wrong with wanting to relax right?
although getting the shiny smiley drug will be the best...
i guess i'm doing it in hopes of getting the drug then...
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