i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

i fucking hate it

i fucking hate being alone
always alone

i fucking hate the way there is never anyone at home
i hate it that it is always me here alone with nothing to do
i fucking hate the fact that have to fucking do this
i hate the way i am always left here alone
i fucking hate this empty feeling

is it gonna be like in Sec 2 again...
when i was at the peak of my emo-ness...
am i gonna use a paperclip again?
am i gonna carve on the table again?
what about the pencil... oh wait... the pencil was art...
am i gonna draw those stupid pictures again?

NO
I wont...
at this point marf asked me who gave me the smile drug and wan asked me to kill zombie monsters with him
not again...
never again...

and never again
and never again
they gave us 2 shots to the back of the head
and we're all
dead
now
-MCR
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
(zombie monsters said that)

dang thats emo...
ok i think this will be better

Whoa Oh!
We'll leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
If misery loves company
Well, so long, you'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
-Simple Plan
When I'm Gone

thats better...
so long emo days
i guess it pays to have kaypo friends huh...
oh... i almost failed my fresh start...
and now to a fresh restart